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About Me Member Experimental Photographer espinosaerikMale/Colombia Recent Activity Deviant for 2 Years
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Maritza has left me alone.

Thu Aug 20, 2009, 8:29 AM
Maritza [link] passed away and I feel awful, depressed and sad. I've never had handle a friend's gone. She was my teacher of radio in Journalist College. We shoked at the beginning. I didn't like her. Thas funny, in this last year I was almost every month in her house. I hid there in my birthdate and Christmas. Actually she was the only person I was in touch with. I have no many friends. I am a little asocial (a lot). The word mother has a negative meaning for me, but I could be name her my mother in a good way. Maybe the right way.

I don't know how to feel. In my past I didn't lost any of my friends. I don't knwo how to handle grief. And today I fell more alone than ever: No friends; No bank account; No money; No work; No hope; No will to live; No idea what to do or where to find a job.

I want a hug.

Maritza, thanks for everything. You told me that you wanted to hear this song [link] in your funeral, here you are. I hope you like it. When you watched my deviation [link] You told me that you always will be my angel [link] Please give me a hand from where you are because I want to give up.

I miss you, and I will never forget you.

Bye!!!:heart:

Maritza, ¿tú entiendes inglés?

I will be offline for a while. I don't have Internet. Thanks everyone who supprted and liked my deviations.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Joe Vitale's Audio Files
  • Reading: The Attractor Factor - Zero Limits
  • Watching: Maritza video on YouTube
  • Playing: The Law of Attraction
  • Eating: Chocolates
  • Drinking: tea

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    :iconcaybeach:
    Hi :D You were featured in my journal: [link]

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    Lynne

    "Forever and ever, you'll stay in my heart. And I will love you forever and ever we never will part. Oh, how I'll love you. Together, forever, that's how it must be. To live without you would only mean heart break for me":heart:
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    :iconrudeboyskunkplz::iconrudeboyskunkplz2::iconrudeboyskunkplz3::iconjarryplz:

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    ...visit my :gallery: and (please) give me comments!! :D ...
    -sorry for my bad english :blush: i'm italian-
    :fella:*SaRa*:fella:
    :iconjessicarosa:
    great gallery, my friend! keep up the good work:)
    :iconespinosaerik:
    Thanks for the cheers!!
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    :iconiardacil:
    Thank you so so much for :+fav: I really appriciate that :heart:

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    Tread softly because you tread on my dreams
    :iconespinosaerik:
    I hope someday make pictures as cute as you do!!
    :gallery:
    :icondemonic64:
    thank you very much for the fav on euphoria

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