Maritza [link] passed away and I feel awful, depressed and sad. I've never had handle a friend's gone. She was my teacher of radio in Journalist College. We shoked at the beginning. I didn't like her. Thas funny, in this last year I was almost every month in her house. I hid there in my birthdate and Christmas. Actually she was the only person I was in touch with. I have no many friends. I am a little asocial (a lot). The word mother has a negative meaning for me, but I could be name her my mother in a good way. Maybe the right way.

I don't know how to feel. In my past I didn't lost any of my friends. I don't knwo how to handle grief. And today I fell more alone than ever: No friends; No bank account; No money; No work; No hope; No will to live; No idea what to do or where to find a job.

I want a hug.

Maritza, thanks for everything. You told me that you wanted to hear this song [link] in your funeral, here you are. I hope you like it. When you watched my deviation [link] You told me that you always will be my angel [link] Please give me a hand from where you are because I want to give up.

I miss you, and I will never forget you.

Bye!!!

Maritza, ¿tú entiendes inglés?

I will be offline for a while. I don't have Internet. Thanks everyone who supprted and liked my deviations.