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Erik Espinosa
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I'm just tired of living...



...and, I don´t wanna live anymore.
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Y Dios le dijo al hombre
-Si no me adoras, te castigo. Si no me rezas, te castigo. Si no me rindes culto y obedeces mis leyes dictadas por mi sagrada conciencia, me ofendes y al ofenderme caerá sobre ti toda mi furia divina.

Y el hombre le preguntó:
-¿qué no eres un dios? Si eres un ser completo y todopoderoso, ¿por qué tienes la necesidad de culto? ¿Acaso tienes carencia de atención? Creaste al hombre porque te sentías sólo y necesitabas crear a alguien a quien llamar tu atención. ¿No era más fácil crear una manada de monos que hicieran todo lo que tú quisieras sin rezongar? Hacen lo que quieras por una banana. Además, son lindos. ¿Acaso el libre albedrio es una muestra gratis de lo que no podemos disfrutar?
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I'm still ALIVE

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That's a lot to say.
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Maritza espinosaerik.deviantart.com/ar… passed away and I feel awful, depressed and sad. I've never had handle a friend's gone. She was my teacher of radio in Journalist College. We shoked at the beginning. I didn't like her. Thas funny, in this last year I was almost every month in her house. I hid there in my birthdate and Christmas. Actually she was the only person I was in touch with. I have no many friends. I am a little asocial (a lot). The word mother has a negative meaning for me, but I could be name her my mother in a good way. Maybe the right way.

I don't know how to feel. In my past I didn't lost any of my friends. I don't knwo how to handle grief. And today I fell more alone than ever: No friends; No bank account; No money; No work; No hope; No will to live; No idea what to do or where to find a job.

I want a hug.

Maritza, thanks for everything. You told me that you wanted to hear this song www.youtube.com/watch?v=8GKDn6… in your funeral, here you are. I hope you like it. When you watched my deviation espinosaerik.deviantart.com/ar… You told me that you always will be my angel espinosaerik.deviantart.com/ar… Please give me a hand from where you are because I want to give up.

I miss you, and I will never forget you.

Bye!!!:heart:

Maritza, ¿tú entiendes inglés?

I will be offline for a while. I don't have Internet. Thanks everyone who supprted and liked my deviations.
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SSSSSSShhhhh!

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